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Deflecting The Wink Eye

Big changes are happening – most of them are great! I asked Joey to come over to our apartment for Anime Thursday last week, and Sekigai – Judy – got so amazingly pissed off. I told her the week before that I was seeing him, and she seemed to take it really cool. She actually … Continue reading

The Warm Rush of Recognition

Last night I finally slept! What’s more, I had company – and I can finally, finally talk about what’s been going on for the past few months. Simply put, I stole my roommate’s boyfriend, sort of. I met Joey in April, when he was still seeing Sekigai – he came over a few times to … Continue reading

Instant Deja Vu Nostalgia

Hello. My name is not Emily, and I don’t remember creating this blog. I don’t remember a lot of things. On Tuesday night I “woke up” in front of my computer, staring at a YouTube video of me from February 18th. It looked like me. Sounded like me. But I don’t remember making it. I … Continue reading

Blog Paradoxes and Birthday Attacks

I’m in so much shit right now. I can’t even begin to explain how everything has gone wrong. Even if I could, I couldn’t. Tokie proved that simply telling the truth can have amazingly bad consequences, when she shared information about Helena and Cassandra’s history. The sheer act of posting those thoughts had led to … Continue reading

Modem Assisted Suicide

When I could barely walk, my father had a then-impressive Macintosh IIci, and a 2400 baud modem. One of the first nightmares I ever had involved the screech that it gave off when it was dialing up AOL or whatever. To my young mind, it was growling at me, ready to pounce – at night … Continue reading

Funny “Ghostbusters” Reference Omitted

Last night I found out that Tokie found and caught my Ghost. I’m so amazingly happy about that! Now I don’t have to worry about any more strange videos with my virtual self in a bikini, or worse. I don’t have to imagine my friends, family or random strangers on BART finding racy, fake pictures … Continue reading


I am so, fatally embarrassed. Sekigai woke me up early this morning – my first section usually isn’t until 2PM – and was shaking me like there was no tomorrow. “I was checking my webmail and you came up in an ad! When did you start modeling?” I could barely even understand that the sun … Continue reading

Riding On The Rocket

I just noticed that the Masae Ekiguchi interview is now up at the Die Database site – she’s so ultra eccentric, and her super cult punk pop band 99% Natural is required listening, if you can find the bootlegs. School is riding me hard this week. All I can think about to counteract the pain … Continue reading

The Imaginary War

Sorry about the delay between posts – I’ve been stuck in the library most nights, working on all sorts of scholarly crap. I call it crap because it’s the necessary output of a diet of classes – my brain digests it and craps out papers and problem sets. Not that I mind all that much … Continue reading

How True Is True?

Kaia posted a whole bunch of stories called “antizine” the other day. They’re really awesome, but awesomely confusing. They go on and about things that don’t exist. People use crazy technology you can’t find in stores. Punk girls mark their bodies up with data tattoos to fight banks and multinationals. I really don’t get it, … Continue reading

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